I'm sitting on Simona's bed, with Simona and Jules, working on my dissertation. Well, not working on my dissertation. This week, we have to put our cat down, it's so sad. But I've really been learning a lot about coping with tough stuff. I think the best thing is to tell it to God, to give it to God and then to focus on all the good things. To distract your mind. I'm becoming rather good at it.
It's not so much about surpressing thoughts, because of course that's totally futile. It's about surrender and submission, and then just taking another path in your mind.
I'm having a God is so good phase.
Here's another piece:
You're too good.
Your love is too good.
I feel like a pool of nothing in your enormous something.
But I'm not
I'm something to you.
That's how I'm feeling right now. God is so good.
Plus I've been thinking about vegetarianism. The problem is, I really love meat. Don't know what to think about it.