Well, perhaps more truthfully I don't study. I did yesterday, but today I have done NOTHING. I just cannot bring myself to work.
The problem is, I am not panicked. I have no panic. None. I feel calm. I don't feel worried. It's like some kind of weird dream.
I will probably fail.
But, I just have no panic.
Because, I know I wont fail.
That is the problem.
And I am TIRED.
And there are so many interesting and fun things to do with my time.
Like this. And visiting Shannon and Amy at Opawa, and going to the Art Gallery, and setting up still more blogs. And emailing.
And thinking about artworks I could do, and poems I could write, and songs I could sing.
And planning trips to Kaikoura.
And going flatting.
I need to PUSH THE PANIC BUTTON! But, it has disappeared.